another bazaar in cineleisure

from 11am to 6pm, onli manage to sold 1 tee.was in deep shit mood.almost really wan to gave up,but receive a sms from my dear.it get me backup and i start to smile and looking forward to the next customer.
"hi,how can i help you?"

" hello,which tee do u intrested in? "

wow,it really get back better.manage to sold few same design tee in few miutes and my mood start to getting better.eventhor some of the customer onli wan to try the bag or tee or pant,but atleast they try.and i smile again.out of sudden,i hear this song "rain drop keep falling on my head" ar...i felt in love again.and i smile to the girl next door.and i smile to customer.and i got back my cheerful mood.well,overall business wasnt that well.but atleast i try,.right dear?

给不会讲话的我

对不起，我永远还是那个不会讲话的我。但我没那个意思。我直话直说，我不明白女人的心声。但我爱你。

we are close

we alwasy so close yet so far.

My super hero dad

he is my super heroes,he helped me to solve alotssssssssssss of problems since young.(yah yah!!! i am a trouble maker...) my car was bang by a fellow this afternoon.he was doing a U-turn bt half way he reverse?while i dun even have enough time to alert him to stop his car.he already bang mine car.bt anyway,my dad help me to fix that...he actually taking out of the whole car bumper,and knock it back out( my dad is not a car mechanics person ) bt still he manage to fix my problem.he is truly my hero.

love u dad.

i ♥ u

i dun care how long is the alphabet. as long as i understand those 3 alphabet.

a better explaination for guy

are we all agree guys?( shit,my gf so going to kill me when she see this post )

flea market at subang square

were doing business in subang square the whole week.monday turn up quite good....wednesday kinda ok....friday super duper hyper worst.previously we were the onli stall in the building,but since the "football stall" had moved in,they blocked almost all our view from outside the building,i was kinda pissed at 1st,but well,i am not permanent vendor there,so not much i can speak of.small business like me hardly to survive when there are some others doing almost the same things.

creative ppl of cause have to think of something creative to win out from the situation.i am now searching for some flea market references, if happend any of you are reading this and found some really cool references,plz plz plz...do send me the link.or if u had a thought how to decorate it,plz share with me.

Travel

recently,i saw alot of my friends travel here n there...UK lah...bangkok lah...melbourne lah...hong kong lah...taiwan lah.....sum even plan to go egypt lah...china lah....and myself....i planning to stay in my home sweet home.reason being?too poor to travel.shit man...it's been a long time after redang trip ( 4 years in arow ).should plan a nice 1 for myself thor....herm...lets see..mana mao pergi a?

suggestion?

my destop

in a hot sunny day,n i did this....lolz...this is my destop

Lomo Feel

Recently love lomo feel alot.and thanx to my dear she made such lovely photo to me.even me myself cant resist it to set it as my destop wallpaper.even tried to apply some of these effects into my recent shoot photos.cool har....

Bt the 1 i love the most r this.
thanx you my dear.i knew alot of things happend recently.bt i m here ready as always to backyou up.UP UP fly high~

spin spin~~

don't du zhui le lah

cute hor....~~smile smile abit lah~(L)

Since

since she is back to UK,( no more food feeding ),
since i will hav atleast 2-3 hours a day,
since i gain weight,
since i wanted the nice body shape so much,
since i love how nice is it,
since there is alot of since,
I BETTER GET MY ASS OFF TO GYM AND START TRAINING AGAIN !!!

VV

she only went to UK for about 1 week plus,but can still feel that she are still beside me all the time...just.she cheer me up wen i im sad.she happy for me wen i m happy,she laugh like a mad cow wen i showed her my stupid faces.now she is facing a problem wih her final works before she graduated as a bachelors in Graphic Communication & Illustration.( WOW !! that's a big words to me. ) as a bf,of coz is my time to help me get thru it.dear as i alywas tell u, "I (L) U".

Again , again and again

wat the fuck wih all those rushing works?it's omost imposible to complete it.i m so stress with all works u giving....all so damn rush~!!!!y cant u give me more time to do it....

Dance in the rain

SM & ruben ROM

i guess let the photos do the talking.i will juz keep my mouth shut.
stay tune for more photos.

stil me n her

we call each other in d morning.(bt mostly i call.)we had lunch 2gether omost everday at working day.we had a really good chat at night either after my gym time or after a lovely dinner.we had a little bit of webcam if both of us r apart,we say good nite in msn.n we call each other when we both lay on bed 2 call it a day.we r so in love.ppl around us claim tat we both busy dating,bt the real facts onli me n her knew.we both been doing great n working really hard.

ah fii finally can rest for aday and two

after few days tired like a sick dog in arow,finally i can take a rest....now is time to work harder.
been rushing som works,preparing for last sat event ( photos will upload soon ),getting stock ready,n bla bla bla bla bla....end up sales wans't that good,bt still consider ok...take it as experience...now thinking idea for next week.will go there now wih a better armor preparing.

oh ya,thanx those who helped me last sat,my dear VV,my bro ( seong ), both of VV bao bei~~ ( yan yan & wei wei ).even thor we all make alot noise there...bt i think we hav fun...damn alot of fun...hahhahahaha...

hunter

wat happend if a hunter lost his interest in his own guild?will he keep hunting som rare animals to impress ppl around?will he work harder for the guild?wen a hunter did his job and afterall he found out,that wasnt a good deal.especially wen he receive the mission given,same level,bt limited period given to complete the whole task.yet....the guild asking to hunter the rear breed.hunter are sharpen his weapon,continue this journey,his journey to fullfill wat he really wan.

bazaar postpone....

detail as below

Date: Sept 2009
Time: 10am - 7pm

Address:
Subang Square
Jalan SS 15/4G, SS15, 47500 Subang Jaya, Selangor. (just beside Taylor's Business School & ADP building)

here is the map for those who dunno how to get there
MAP

flea market at 29 august...this coming sat

1x1 tee will taking part in this bazaar this coming sat.1st time doing bazaar sale,kinda worried about how to do all those. wat n wat to prepare,wat to do...(always smile?lolz... )bt for sure..will grab som 1 go wih me..so that i can go toilet break n lunch break.so..guys...do come n visit us...( if see ngam 1,den buy lah!lolz~~ )

1x1tee goes flea market

1x1tee goes flea market for the very 1st time....details as below

Dates: 29 Aug, 2009
Time: 11am - 6pm
Venue: 3K Inn Hotel Hall, SS13, Persiaran Kewajipan, Subang Jaya

those who dunno how to go..here's the map

very lucky....we reserve booth early...n we gotten ourself quite a nice spot...29!!!!...nice spot leh!!
ppl come in n see us straight away...lolz...


so,boys and gals,do come for the event...support support abit lah....duh~~so..i will see u all there ya.....

Road tax n insurance

haiz...another 1 k gone for road tax n insurance.now this month even poorer....gosh!!...hav to eat roti every day edy....start 2morow!!! if not bt end of the month...i sure eat wind~~

ages

wah!!!! i juz realise for quite somtime i didnt update my blog.until eng eng ( my primary school friend ) asked me "y u didnt update ur blog a?".i remember my gf asked me the same question too quite awhile,bt i was too bz to do so.bzing wih works,rush here n there...n promote my tee shirts,even nowadays hardly got to gym.most oso once or twice a week.

today, 17 of august...i took day off.tot can go out wih gf and fix som stuff n acc her for a movie n food ( food again...vivienne wong....fat a!!)bt end up,things come last minutes,plan changes.bt had a nice rest aswell...was took a 4 hour nap..( wat the hell...that's abit too long is it? ),ar~ refreshing~~~makan abit wih family,juz love mom cooking,n she claim she had 2 new assistant ( my bro ) LOLZ...after dinner.sat down awhile infron tv wih family...and now bak to pc again....yeah....finally,finishing wat i hav to do...gre

12 hour

sleep for 12 houes nonstop.didnt even wake up to pees or anything.juz send 2 sms n receive a call in blur mode,thats all.gosh....
woke up this morning...found that myself was in super dizzy mode.cant even made it to work,so wat can i do?take EL n sleep lah.....finally now feel better abit after waking up for 12 hours sleep.

sound

i hate wen u made all those annoying sound.while ppl solve ur problem...cant u like say thanx u instead of making those super uncomfortable sound?seriously...i dun like they way u r acting now...mayb u didnt really notice it, bt u r a grown up adult,u should understand it.

btw, i really think u need som time to think how to mix around wih other ppl nicely.

P/s - try to think for others aswell b4 u say anything

kajibolak

i hate wen som1 try to b kajibolak...for those who duno wat is this mean,it's actually mean buat pandai in hakka i think.(hahaha~)wen ppl giving u advice...listen 1st without cut it off half way.dun try to pretend smart wen u r not.being hamble aren't good meh?always wanted to act smart...bt end up shit.....u noe who u r....i guess som of my friend oso knew who is that.we r being very patient treating u...plz do not test my patient.....i cant really imagine wen it explode!!!trust me......thats gona hurt u very much in d heart..

Sleep

after a whole day working n went out movie wih dear.i tot i could hold it till the end of d movie bt i guess i wasnt that good at pretending i m still energetic.had to sleep for 10-20 minutes when bumper bee r fighting.( the most chi kek sence summore!!! ).bt still manage to drove bak home after took few of the sweet plum dear left in my car.( thanx u dear~ )n i think i should call it aday for now...i m super tired...cant even look at the screen properly anymore...good nite every1....

Saturday night

for quite a long time,i didnt had this feeling.WAT A FUCKING BORING N MOODLESS NIGHT!!!!!i dun feel like doing anything.i was surpose to gao dim my 1x1tee tag aka.name card...bt i m still sitting here n writing this boring post.

if really come n think of it...i had plenty of works to do....see a..i cincai name it
-1x1tee tag design
-my personal website
-dad website
-pui yee photos ( sorry pui yee~ )
-cleaning my closet
-clean my room
-clean my pc
-organise my messy files
-take photo of new tee design
-promote my tee
-miss my gf ( this 1 doing it all the time )

SEE!!! i onli used 2 minutes to wrote the list....even that much....really fuck me plz....let me keep going to finish all my work b4 i died of too many works to handle.

SuperMan

we all to b train bcome superman.how super?work n think faster.move faster see faster.all oso faster...mistake oso faster??!!..haiz....common mistake oso will make!
from 1 week into few days, from few days into 1 day..from 1 into 3 hours.....die hard....bt i appriciate the chances gave.not to say stress....bt somtimes double or more n more repeating mistake causes u keep doing somthing mght end up...frustrated aswell.

留着还是去闯

踏进家门，感觉上好久没回家了。就例常的关心家里发生什么是，这边看下，那边看下。爸吃东西，两个弟弟如常的再网络世界里。咦？没看见妈，就问一下弟弟妈呢？（这个时候不睡觉，难道去喝茶吗？）
“啊眯，病了！，头晕~”
顿时，我心冷了下来。心里只想着妈怎么了？脚步走快了，赶上去楼上。轻轻的把门打开，在轻轻的完美无瑕的关回去。不让那门的声音干扰到妈。看见妈翻身，知道妈醒来了。妈是个醒睡的人。一点点小声音她都能听见。

“去冲凉先~，然后帮我按摩按摩一下”妈道。

“不要紧，先帮你按摩。问什么会头晕？”我就担心的问道。

“不懂！今天已经睡了一整天，但还是很累。头又晕，脚痛，腰又酸。”

我马上更心疼了。这一年来我都在拼命的工作，努力的想办法创造美好的前途。心想，家里有弟弟应该会没事吧。但妈还是老了，也会病了。我更心疼。

先今的我，还在摸索当中。我应该留着还是去闯？

Kepo ppl.....

Stuck from shah alam highway all the way till damansara juz bcoz of 1 accident...who causes all these ma all those super BZ BODY KEPO PPL ler~slow down their car juz to see wat happend n kepo around!WTF....n wasted alot ppl time bcoz of that.n den after i bla bla bla infront of my gf.....wah...comfortable~lolz......dear...thanx u~

Malas nyer

ok....1 short phase....gona b bz for another 1 week ++ so..plz dun blame i seldom update my blog edy.haiyo~ppl edy wan go bak lioa la.h..gimme me sum time to acc her,understand her more,know her more,feel her more....juz gimme sum time lah....later she bak to UK edy...i will update wat i had done the last whole month.ok?promise....it's gona b intresting

AUTOROBOT ROLLOUT

me n 2 coliq r going for Transformers : Revenge of the Fallen at 12.20am!!!!OMG!!! 2morow going to bcome panda again...juz hopefully wont MC,or else going to get killed.this coming sunday oso going again wih my bro.bt den 1 more tickets xtra...should ask who har??

i m bak

finally bak from redang trip.refreshing n fun.whole trip r full wih fun, laughter, rest, enjoy, meeting new friends, photo shooting, cammole~, n wih love...sweet love...
love the new ahpek look.wih singlet + short..lolz....n love cammole wih my dear too..

又惊又喜

真的是好像坐过山车。去到高峰然后掉下去谷底，再让人想念那高峰。
最后，还是回到原点。难道，青蛙王子就这样开始了他的艰难的旅程？
喂！！！！我什么时候变成青蛙王子啦！！！
我的公主呢？

Finding partner to redang trip

3days 2 nite staying in reef resort.rm 330.
travel date this coming sunday night 9.30 by bus.any1 intrested...plz inform me..tq

安全与尝试

原本好好的，就看见她那信息，真个人都闷了。
旅行应该是开心的啊！更何况那一种期待的心情。
家里人的关心与担心是对的。毕竟，马来西亚交通安全也时常出问题。
但，我就已经去过几次了啊。还不是好好的回来。
不是说长辈不对，我倒觉得，一时候，不放手让孩子们去尝试，孩子们就缺少了一次成长的机会。
那当然，长辈还是会有他们的理由。
安全与尝试，两者选一，由你决定。

i falling in love

A little movement,
A bit of her words
eventhogh juz a smile from her could melt my heart.
I FALLING IN LOVE~
dear i love u......

简单动作

时隔了那么久，原来我已开始对那件事感到害羞了。真的好不像我也。
就一个简单的动作，那么难吗？

两个大小孩

当两个大小孩在一起时，

喜悦，别人羡慕的目光，爱好，玩耍，
乐趣，打闹，玩笑，

到

思念，关怀，迷恋，舍不得，偷笑，暗爽，

都是津津有味。

真好笑！

你的照片呢？
你的阿四呢？
你和阿四的照呢？
你的私人照呢？
真好笑！

夏天回来了。

那香香的味道，
那淡淡的思念，
那甜甜的感觉，
啊~夏天回来了。

intresting "journey"

meeting so much ppl at once n yet so friendly.i hope it really goes well this time.n i can feel it......
btw,thanx for the herbal curry seafood dinner...it is delicious.summore onli for VIP?WOW!!!

I MUST!!!

i will n MUST finish those ipoh photos in this weekend ...dun wanna keep dragging it anymore....sry folks...for waiting so long....bt i will b bak..soon...very sooooooooon.

大家，我回来了

大家，我回来了！！！我的名字叫感觉。对！！就是那感觉。
啊啊啊啊~夏天呐~让人好想有幸福的感觉~
那就拍拖吧！拖拖手，轻轻嘴，啊~幸福到极点。
大家一起来拍拖吧！！！

2nd PT training...

1 word "DEAD!!"
train till reaching limit...n omost faint in gym.was so so dizzy after few set of training.
even felt like voming whi doing it.had to ask the instructor to stop or else really hav to called ambulance.i felt so depress wih myself for cant even finish a normal PT session.bt thanx som1 for talking wih me over the fone.i really love talking to u.i think i even love u too.thanx u alot...

Ipoh trip.....( makan + gathering + wedding )

i think i should upload som photos better than typing few thousand words to explain how fun it is...lolz.....more photos will.b uploading soon...stay tune...

please check more here IpohTrip

her again...sienz

r u really stepping out?totally?
i havent......
i m sry to hurt u this 2 days...bt thats is the way i dun dare to use last time....
bt well....it's quite fun after all....
anyway....i still miss u...badly....
or else i wont even contact u right?

有也烦，没有也烦！简直犯贱！

有也烦，没有也烦！烦什么屁？
他们要做的，让他们
他们要想的，去吧
他们哀求的，不理它
我只要做好我本分，
那就很好了！
其他的，还是别管那么多

iphone?ipod touch?speedlite 580ex2?

which should i buy?argh........

iphone?---damn cool...bt i edy own a n81,i quite happy wih it

ipod touch?-cheaper version of iphone.....juz like the interactivity of it....

speedlite 580 ex2?-an external flash gun for my canon 450D.....

herm....think think......i think i will go for iphone lah.....eh..wait...ipod...ok a.....eh.....wait......speedlite oso seem quite nice wor.......argh!!!!!!

friday night

wat a night,jump from soho kl to a bar called twenty.one in kl (somwhere near pudu)1st time had beer in pub..i was like....tiger sux!should order heineken.atleast smoother.went out wih eva n her drinking gang.she were saying intro chicks to me?lolz.....bt end up..i hang wih her more.n oh ya..1 of eva friend gona mad...stick wih a dude out from nowhere.hahaha...bt looks like they having fun the whole night.
after all, i still prefer club than bar.dude ( u noe who u r ).....if u r reading this where is the damn planning for for our next club outing?gosh.....wait too long to hit the club man.

on my way bak home after gym,n suddenly thought of u.the time we chat over the fone,wen i on my way to home,those complains i make to u,ur acc till i arrive home n keep chat in msn till late night.it bring up alot memories....bt sadly...i cant even remember wats causes us apart from the relation.i think must bt unmature me did all those.must b make u tired of waiting,wasting $$ to call me all the way,waste ur time too.....

bt i guess,it's over now right?if non of us start talking to other....den.....it gona maintain forever in this situation

duh

damn sleepy wei...som1 juz slap me n wake me up?

huuray

this few weeks been trying on a new way to reduce fats%.guess....it's work!!!! in 3 weeks time.....it reduce from 24%-21%....which is quite a good progress to me...bt still quite far from wat i hav to achieve which is 11%......herm.....bt anyway.....good job to mr kevin tai.n keep it up....thanx kelv lee for the quote aswell "the better body u hav,the better body you get!" pump it up yo.......

heard kelv wasnt feeling well...really hope he is not gona quite gym...if he do....i guess....i will b the stand alone soldier left.really kelv....hope u gona bak into track....n realise our dream......pump more yo...

finally

finally i told her how i feel.
i guess stepped out from her life would make her live better right?
i mean...she deserve som1 better than short ppl like me...wakakakaka....
anyway...bak to normal life.....work a!!!! buy dream car a.....drop fats % to 11 a!!!!
build more muscle a!!!!!

thats baru my normal life

is she the one?

herm....should i juz go ahead?
i can feel how she treat me.
i can feel how she care how i feel
i can feel the signal she given me
i can feel how she can feel it

or

all these r juz my own illusion?
i been doing too much thinking?
is she the one?

Fucking HOT

WOW! these few days were so damn hot....till really feel like inside a big oven wen stepped outside,even inside my room.i can juz sit still n sweat gao gao...haiz...guys...save the world plz....

new feeling

i dunno how to tell u all these...i started to care about u....worried about u....even think about u somtimes.....it's silly..bt thats the real me i guess.i really dun wan to making any worst decision in mylife.it's hard bt i will try.try to keep u smile.....
som1 ask me so.....

"wat makes u like the girl?"
- her cute face perhaps?
"wat if u realise she doesnt suit u after u know her more?"
- that 1...i not sure wor, i dunno her so much yet
"wat if she is not the serious type?"
- i guess every1 would b serious if the relationship get well all the way.

i dunno how to explain all these feeling...is juz like missing another friend...or it's sort of like "loving" kind a feel?cant really tell anymore.dun even dare to explore so much after 2 incident happend in arow.

taugeh

i dun understand y som fellor think that,others ppl will understand all those vegetable..taugeh language...without any english translation in d same file wen they send bak.so i surpose to understand all those vegetable words?i m robot meh....siao!fucking brainless...summore those r super rush work.....haiz....make me feel bad to see coliq hav to stay bak for that.....guys...thanx for staying bak...really appreaciate it...

有感觉的东西就是讯号！

有感觉的东西就是讯号！
那代表什么？
痛就不好？
哭就是悲哀？
笑就开怀？
我只靠我感觉去继续我的路。
感觉不对了，纠正啊！
不能？再试？不可能？
那再见！

i m serious

i do it bcoz i m serious...
i take action bcoz i m serious
i start the move bcoz i m serious
i dare to do so bcoz i m serious
for those who dun take it seriously....
i pity u all.....u r r wasting ur time....
n for those who gave up half way....i pity u too...
bcoz u wasnt serious at all.

i m serious wih wat i m doing....
i m serious wih wat i will b doing.

Gosh....she is damn cute

omg....she is damn cute...even cuter wen u see her in real person....gosh....really cant beat her smile....sweet dao~

sot de

GOSH.....som1 said i m sot d after viewing my blog.(heart broke sound~)
summore twice she said....argh!!!!!....(piak piak.....heart broken liao...~)
bt she ended wih "sot de but funny"
LOLZ...thats my main purpose mah....

ah ma...ah ba....finally i cheng gong lah!!!!!!ngor yiu duo jie....ngor geh family....tong mai ngor geh hou pan you......gang hai ng wong gei.....thai kan geh nei dei....duo jie shai....ngor ngoi nei dei......
muak!!! muak!!!!

Such stupid

i cant believe that i did such stupid things....OMG....i really wont forgive myself to do so...n i feel so sry to u......bt...dear...i will respond to wat i did....even those it will effect ur future life....bt trust me....i will do wat i can to save it....and den we will b happily every after.....







P/s:
action- had KFC fried chicken.2 pieces summore!!!!!
cons - of coz will FAT LIKE FUCK LAH
action- go gym often...n had sex often...LOLZ....bt i dun have partner to perform it ler...( kidding
onli,dun take it serious! )

my love 1

finally u r bak....i m happy u r wih me again....i really miss u soooooo much...since the day u left me...i cant even sleep well.i tried others...bt still not as good as u....i do really love u...give me som time ok?i will try to get more time wih u.......really love u ler....dun naughty again ler....it's painfull to see u go in hospital...really......gona miss u.....










P/S: to my pc.

What will u do?

What will you do wen ur pc rosak?den u gotten news like mother board might spoil?graphic card spoil?n u r in broke situation?damn it......i m in damn bad luck or wat?y all come at same time?really feel like torturing myself NOW!!! by eating 3 fried chicken in mid night wih nasi lemak....n alot sambal summore!....argh......bt kenot.....i eat oat instead....LOLZ.....wish me luck....hopefully the pc repair guy will tell me 2morow all r ok.....by 2morow....gona cross my finger the whole night

light off

march 28, will you turn off your light?I WILL!!!

I DUN LIKE

i dun like how i feel right now.this morning wen my alarm rang,damn fucking sleepy.i can even feel abit of dizzy n fever.feel like going to sick soon.som said...probably bcoz of the diet plan,som even said...i work too much.bt i think most probably i dun hav enuff exercise n need better stamina.sitting in office now wih not a good mood, had lunch alone,bt fuck it lah....after working hours...go to GYM do few more exercise n sweat more....will b alot more better after that.

suddenly i realise...i didnt been to ur blog since that day.perhaps i tried to block myself to putting in more info about it.or should i even said..i tried to ignore anything about u.haha...well....it's gona b OK "soon" i hope.

ARGH!!!!!! FUCK THOSE BAD STUFF !!

BODY PUMP

body pump r great!n i love it once tried wih.gona add it into exercise list .yeah....more time spending in gym den

another getting slim plan

recently been bz wih work n work n more worksss!!! + after my class time had passed,i m abit lazy want driving all the way to fitness center.( fuck the lazyness! ).weight had been keep on increasing since CNY until now.i gain omost 3-4 kgs.i had replan all my gym time...now my main concerne are to losing fat%.will try to push till 17 or 18% in 2 month time.thats mean lotsss...n lots....n lots...of cardio hav to b performe!as my plan...until june.....lets realise it!

oh ya...not forget to mention, NO MORE RICE, LESS meats, MORE vege, MORE fruit. n hell yeah! MORE PROTEIN!....lolz...

想起我

我只是一个普通人，想要普通的恋情，
普通的生活，普通的朋友。
但为什么，恋情那么不普通？
那么复杂？到现在，我还搞不懂。
再多人陪只会更寂寞 ，
许多话题关于我，
委屈却没有人诉说 。
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 ，
我宁可沉默 ，
反而显得做作。
我喜欢，可爱型的女生。但我对自己没自信。
我喜欢简单的女生，但永远那么复杂。
伤痕累累的我，不再相信所谓的爱情，
它只是一个附加品。
拿掉防卫剩下脆弱，

如果你想起我的时候，
你会想到什么？

LOST

i lost my driving license ler....how how how???omg!!!!

how did it happen

i dun understand wat had u done n thought,
u dun understand y i do not understand u,
i dun know y u will do so,
u dun know y i wont do so,
me & u r totally diffrent kind a person,
we deserve a better relationship than this.
n i still dunno y it happen after all.

jobless

friend told me that...she was fired by boss juz bcoz she didnt even gotten order from customer.she onli started the job like a month ago.i was wondering.....is that so hard to get job nowaday?

Dun cry

i noe it's hurt...so do i.
it's hard to say such things to u,
bt i rather make it short,
later on continue ur fantastic life.
you might nt able to see this,
bt i really wish u understand.
i noe u will...right?plz dun cry..

sampatz outing again - on behalf jeannie bday celebration

Agefuku Japanese Restaurant
early in d morning were doing work till omost 10.15am den get myself ready n heading to taipan jap rest called Agefuku n meet up rachelle jie jie n jeannie jie jie.enviroment r quite nice, is juz i dun like those main dishes mainly r too cold !!! probably the air cond r cold or they cant keep the food warm.kinda dissapointed thor.can tell those food r nice...bt cold jor loh!

photo link

Pyramid hunting for sales item
saw a tie in topshop that i love very much....n after 20 discount around rm 50..bt after i decided to take it....sales girl told me...onli wen i pick up 2 item,den i can enjoy the 20 % off! wat the fuck....the 2nd item...r damn fucking small! nt happy..den we chao....to keep on search for others items n my tie aswell.bcoz of time limitation....cant stay long in pyramid.next station....RT cake house in subang

Cake & coffee house
jeannie got her self 1 of each cake from RT cake house n cake sense...LOLZ....2 cake shop side by side.after getting cake den settle ourself down in ss15 startbuck.hav to squeeze ourself in a small tiny place....bcoz alot student were there doing assignment.too bad....didnt realise stay long...bt we seprated around 6.30.

Love matter & super ex vientname food
i quickly go bak home send my file to friend n heading to bukit tinggi jusco for movie gathering wih my sis,her bf n bro.we went a vietname restaurant had our dinner...damn fucking expensive!!!!! 1 small portion duck,1 small portion fish,1 super small portion soup,4 rice + 4 drinks....cost us rm 84!!! wat the fuck..i swear to god...i will nv go there again!summore the food r nt the freaky nice oso.nvm....wont return thor.
Love matter was funny...bt it's all about love n sex.still it's funny.it showed how msia n sg sex n love culture had been going in older age n young kiddo recently.those havent watch n over 18 lioa 1....should go for it

海恋的季节

你在健身房里　气质非凡的好有活力
轻轻柔柔的想念　
还记得健身房曾与你相遇
甜甜蜜蜜的暧昧　
还记得你的笑容无比的甜
初夏的来临　也溢出了俏皮的气息
在暑气充斥的季节里　你带着凉意
你迷人的魔力，我如梦奇遇，爱不可思议
妙不可语，我们在
白白净净的健身房在海芋的恋节 。

a frienly reminder ( since i m a good man )

i hav alot of friends,somtimes i juz cant take care n plz every1.
i hav alot things to do,i need time for myself too
i hav my family too,i need time acc them,coz the r core of my heart,
if i havent been talk to any1 of u for quite som time,i m sry...i will get bak to u soon,bt to those u knew i not going talk to u at all due to som issue ( correct!u loh..who else right? )give me somtime to calm myself down.it could take ages or shorter time.if...i really didnt talk to u at all till i die,i talk to u again next life.lolz....

Unresisable

for quite somtime i didnt see her appear in gym.i think more than 3 weeks.i promise myself to work harder,so i leave out the fun friday night wih kelv n chak they all n get myself train n burn fats in fitness first the curve.as i walk up to stairs n i saw a familiar human shape that i been waited for long time!OMG!!!! that's her.i was surprice to see her appear at fitness first on friday night.i told myself "go!damn it!talk to her!"bt still, she is surrounded by her friends again.n again...missed my chance.

i kinda miss how she smile wen she were doing those punching,n how sweet her face r.not to say i falling in love wih her,bt i can feel more energy wen i see her smile.i even feel happy.lolz...

10种男人

i found this intrested post that appear in sinchiew online.quite true after looking at it....so..those who edy own partner like that,plz grab them!lock them!secure them! dun let them run away!

爱情中，无论美女还是长相一般的女人，都想拥有美丽的爱情故事。珍惜这十种男人，让你拥有美丽的爱情故事。

1.才智过人的男性：这样的男人不论对你的事业还是生活都会有引领的作用，使你得到一个更好的看问题角度，帮助你完善自我。

2.健康快乐的男性：快乐的人是谁都不討厌的，特別是俗务缠身，还能保持一颗健康快乐心的男人，他的人生必定是积极的，会带给你快乐，帮你释放压力。

3.志趣相投的男人：拥有共同的语言，无疑是最容易引为知己的条件。

4.情感单纯的男人：和单纯的男人相处，会让你放下戒心，比较容易投入。

5.愿意倾听的圈外人：处于不同的社交圈，自然会以旁观者的身份看问题，而不带有个人色彩，而且很多时候，你需要的也只是一个好的听眾。

6.淡薄名利的男人：以一种平静態度看人生、看世事，低调並不代表著不优秀；相反，他会带给你一些更从容的態度和启发。

7.直言不讳的男人：绝对是知己的最佳人选，中肯的意见让你在一大堆令人头脑发热的奉承声中清醒。

8.心地宽厚的男人：宽厚的胸怀比宽厚的肩膀更有用，当你举步维艰的时候，这种包容的温暖是无可替代的。

9.细腻的新好男人：中性的情感以及敏感的心灵让他更容易懂你。

10.人品过硬的男人：和这样的男人交往，即便很亲密，也不会带来閒言碎语，干扰你本来很平静的生活。

红绿灯

两段了！
两段了！
两段感情都那样！
远远的还仿佛看见绿灯，
下一秒，马上变红！
根本没机会想，
也没办法改变。
有了感情就等于背负一个责任！
有的人觉得，当下的感觉很重要！
一没有了，就不可以！就要结束。
有的人觉得，远距离不通行！
暂时的离别，会创造更美好了未来。别浪费现有的时间。
我个人觉得，
如果我爱，我会爱你的全部，
如果我喜欢，我喜欢我们现有的，
如果我不爽，我会不爽你的一切，
如果我讨厌，我讨厌我和你的距离，
最好是没距离到~我们没认识过。

p/s 还在渡过难关的我们（ 对！包过在看的你们 ），努力冲关！互相鼓励对方！

super week

monday - were super bz wih work till kenot breath!bt still can meet up wih good friends in gym.n learn a new "hang in d air" technic.quite fun

tuesday - was preparing to war in d office for MAS online bannersssssssssss,n i receive msg from my bro said our dog had been crash by a car n it's dead!the next minute u started the fight n ended it quite fast.great!continue working wih a super moodless stuff.n were FIGHT for my gym to to release stress.i m sorry steven n baushya.i dun mean it to use such a loud n rude manner,bt i was sooooo stress.again........sry!were train soooooo hard in gym to release all the stress i hav

wednesday - dun give a shit to u,bt still continue rushing my MAS banner n keep do minor changing n redo n redo n redo.bt still miss u.

thursday - finally war arrive.was create more than 30 banner in a day.thats count initial n panel seperately.those who dunno how banner is operated might nt understand,those who noes....lolz...u try create 30 banners in aday n see.no choice! continue working till 11.30.facing pc over 12 hours.n looking at the stupid MAS red color till it hurt my eye.till i hardly to open my eye after arrive home.arrived home juz realise that my room eleectric cabel was biten by white ant.kenot use pc! lagi frustrated.cant even work after i was promise som1.oh ya 4get to mention about the email i receive from you.

to be honest,i tried to calm myself down,bt it's really unacceptable to me,so i listed u under my mask.let me explain abit about this mask stuff.gemini is good at wearing "mask" to cover on the real of them.they can treat diffrent ppl wih the fake faces by juz changing the mask.those who see the real face of gemini r seldom.so congratulation!!!!! now u r 1 of them.welcome to the list.
like i said,no hard feeling,no negative involve,return to nature.this hurt abit bt rather it hurt u long time.

friday - continue create the ultimate alot banners wih the help of steven.he save my ass man!if he didnt help me,i would probably die straigh!so combine his power,finally finish banners for
local market,sg,indonesia,thailand,vietname,philippines,sweden,german,UK,australia n french.
that more than 100 banners loh .super alot!still not feeling well after yday work.probably over tired jor.bt still go home do work until my eye lid close down.thats around 3am.really kenot tahan jor,very tired.den go to bed straigh.fall in sleep without notice.

sat - now sitting here n typing loh...wat else wor.

conclusion for the whole week,sad,rush,frustrated,happy,I M SINGLE AGAIN!

joke at night

if u r as bad mood as me,take look at those jokes,make urself happier.dun waste ur time wih those bad mood around u.


1.我最喜歡吃的食物是生魚片，但是生魚片最讓我困擾的地方就是他的魚刺很多。

2.我最喜歡吃的食物是生魚片，唯一美中不足的是，他總是沒煮熟。

3.我最喜歡吃的美食是青菜，青菜中最喜歡吃的美食是白菜，為什麼喜歡吃白
菜呢？因為他是青菜的一種（繞口令嗎？）

4.我最喜歡吃滷肉飯跟貢丸湯，他們對我來說不只是一種美食，而是……兩種美
食。 （真是謝謝你的數學教學）

5.我最喜歡吃外婆煮的菜，裡面包含了很多愛心，但是萬一外婆死了我就吃不
到了，所以我要趁外婆還活著的時候，叫他每天煮三餐給我吃。
（這算虐待老人嗎？）

6.我最喜歡吃那種在外面跑的雞肉 （所以你要吃雞肉前都要追著他跑？）

7.我最喜歡吃美食，是那種出現陸地上，天天都看的到的那種肉（人肉？）

8.我對美食的要求很嚴格，他不能是由一位傷心的廚師做出來的
（連續劇看太多了，孩子）

9.媽媽很厲害，他下廚以後，可以把一顆蛋變成一顆荷包蛋（不然呢？）

10.每次媽媽煮完菜我們全家都會歡呼，於是媽媽就走進廚房再做第二道
（原來你家都是一道菜煮完再煮一道…）

11.我很喜歡跟爸爸去逛夜市，因為美食都能讓我感到垂涎三尺，只要我看到那
些食物出現，就會跟爸爸說我要吃這個我要吃那個結果我當然什麼都沒吃到
（好心酸的孩子）

12.我最喜歡吃媽媽煮的菜，跟外面賣的差的可遠呢!
（那到底是好吃還是不好吃？）

13.世界上美食很多，其中我最喜歡吃的外國料理是台南擔仔麵
（同學，請問你是哪國人？）

14.生魚片實在是太好吃了，每次一想到我的口水都會緩緩的滴下來…
（慢動作嗎？）

15.有一樣食物讓我百吃不厭，那就是雙胞胎，名字聽起來大家一定都會覺得很
奇怪，沒錯，他就是很奇怪（這樣有解釋到嗎？）

16.我吃東西總是又快又急，沒辦法，熟能生巧嘛!
（我呼吸總是又快又急，沒辦法，熟能生巧嘛…！）

So feel better now?forget wat's not happy n go on urlife now k?smile :)

monday

from last friday were inform it's gona b a very bz day 2day,so edy prepare all my energy for it,once arrive office den keep on working non-stop.untill my bro inform me that our dog were crash by an unknow fucker n juz drive away after that.were in quite a sad mood after that.

"fuck you too" is your 1st sentence of message sending me.i was in quite a bad mood n u kick off our conversation wih that way,sry! i cant take it!n u ask me to walk away if i kenot take it.nth less,u keep continue wih ur plan n make me pissed off n finally u ended our relationship juz like that.a hard FULLSTOP juz knock my head wih no reason.u told me,i will nv know wat n y causes all these,i believe,as long as if i walk out from urlife will make u fee better,i would happy to do so.

U should take the responsible wih wat had u done & say.u wont tell y,i wont ask y.bcoz that's u & me.It's how u behave, n how i react.

unknown headshot

u shot me from an unknow places,
n u started the war,
i end up dying from a headshot from u,
n u would nv tell me the reason of it?
y is it like that?
you could juz tell me if u dun think i m ur war mate,
dun juz give me a shot a walk away.
it's hurt

More

More u get,
More u will demanding,

More u wish for,
More it will disappoint u,

More u give,
More u will get in return

More u ask for,
More chances to realise it,

More u hope for,
More u miss it

More u miss it,
More tiring u will get to

More tiring u get to,
More moody u will get

More moody u r,
More weird action there will b

More & more r coming,
how many more u able to face it?

I M FUCKING TIRED,
I M FUCKING LAZY,
I M FUCKING BRAINLESS,
I M FUCKING NERD,
I M FUCKING STUPID,
I M FUCKING USELESS,
I M FUCKING RUBBISH,

that is wat i going to tell myself whenever i m moodless.( btw,those are for display purpose onli. )

last but not least
DUN MAKE ME FUCK YOU!

we both bz

i know we both had been bz wih own stuff recently....i spend time wih my friends,gym n som stress release stuff such as movies n little chit chat wih friends,u were bz rushing ur freelance work,ur school work n ur part time job there.we seldom got time talk to each other.wenever i call u,i hope u would b soften ur voice,sweeten ur words.bt i guess still u r u.never expect much more than that.

i understand u r not girly type of girl.bt somtime,somhow n somway,i juz still need more rooms to put in ur "close friend type" of treatment.i started to learn...slowly.

juz watched benjamin button wih carmein,was a great movie.really!i love the part wen they meet again after 30 years.n they do things that they like in the way the love.they bought a new home,decorate themself slowly,add in more furniture wen they feel like it,put bed in living hall,dinner,playtime,talktime,sex,watch tv..all on the bed.i actually kinda envy the way the had in d movie.bt still bak to realife,i dun even hav a partner like dat.i mean everything start of wih a great partner,n work hard together, n do it together.

Family day

2day r my youngest brother bday...bt we did nth till dinner time.we went outto port klang had the super nice balitong !!!!! ( too bad i didnt snap photos! ) n not forget the nice indo fried mee n the ultimete thai friend rice.bt for sure the balitong still d best in town...i must admit that.i eat till i sweat...my tummy r burning....my lips oso bcome double hotdog......i still cant stop eating it!!!damn nice man!bt i was thinking...eh...no bday cake for my bro meh....out of sudden...my sis called n asked did any of us bought cake edy.....sure ask her buy lah!!!

den head home after that...had a quick "nami" game wih sis+her bf + dad.was fun!!!! n den...start makan cake session loh....the fruit cake...still that nice....bt still cant beat the 1 desmond ( my coliq ) bought for our UK coliq wen he hav to get thru his bf in msia...that,still d best...dear...next time we go there ya.( eventhor i dunno the exact location yet... :P )

continue palying "nami" after that...wah...was so fun to paly game like dat...it can actually help me to get closer to my family....especially my dad.let's hav more games in future!

硬嘴

虽然我硬嘴，
说着不需要人陪，
但听见舒情音乐，
还是希望你会在我身旁，
那感觉，悲哀又开心。
你有在想我吗？
你还爱我吗？

after cny

after cny onli been gym for twice !!!! fucking twice onli!!!! bz wih work....of coz...den meeting up wih friends....now i can even feel my tummy r getting bigger n bigger.stuff too much wih food!!!

recently oso SOT jor...ate like wat i normally ate x2 !!wat the fuck wei..!!! bt thanx to som1 remind me about my ultimate goal! she woke me up...hou choi!!!!now hav to get bak into track.get bak to my training n my normal diet.

really not that fucking good man recently..u see a
10 hours working 9-7
3 hours in gym 7-10
3 hours in front pc at home 11-2
2 hours driving
6 hour sleep

tired loh!!!! i noe we all r working hard...bt juz let me bla bla bla abit lah!!!!

summore recently she is like not in good mood.alot pressure on her.alot pressure she gave herself,alot pressure she need to take it.i can onli acc her here!that all i can do...calm her down,make her fall into my comfort zone,make her relax her mind so that she can get more space to work on wat she handling now.

to be honest, i m not good at all in "tam" ppl.bt i guess u can feel it,if i m trying.bt if i really hate u,no need use ur eye see oso can feel the "qi" from my mind to tell u that "FUCK OFF!I DUN LIKE U!" bt so far...nt much ppl yet.make me till that angry.

valentine coming soon.....m i alone?or m i single? tak tau wor...bt my heart is owned! who? of coz HER lah....duh !!!!!!

LOLZ...good luck man

i were guessing since the day i left the game,
i really think that the red dot was ur aim,
now i realise n think u really hitting the red dot,
as i knew u r that kind of person,
plz correct me if i m wrong.
all the best for hitting the dot,plz dun cry later...as i warn u so!

tiring saturday - makan makan

the leng lui photo's

after tiring paintball game.didnt bath juz get few tissue paper to clean my self n change cloth...den.....gone out wih 2 leng lui..( er....i juz call them leng lui to make them happy! ) to damansara village steamboat.had super nice steamboat n nice satay aswell.heading to fullhouse after that to yam cha.n snap few photo to keep those auntie's beauty face so that they can review how beauty they r after few years later BUAHAHAHAHAHA.....( evil laugh! )oppps...sry..i 4got how to pamper u the whole month....

more photo view from here

tiring saturday - paintball game

blardy hell,saturday still hav to wake up at 8am n get prepare to hav fun at wargame in sg.buloh .arrive there around 10++ wait for others to set up and get our armor n weapon.let's get started!seriously..if u r 1st timer,u would really afraid wen u heard the sound they r doing test shooting juz beside the command center.

house marker which is the rental weapon,it shoot like duff..,duff...,duff..,duff....!those who modified..they shoot like duf,duf,duf,duf,duf,duf,duf,duf,duf,duf,duf,duf,duf,duf,duf,duf,duff....so imagine how u wont b hit if they r aiming u.bt we didnt know that until the 1st game started.basiclly u juz hide n shoot.pretty far u can shoot actually.1st game..hide bhide the tree...n shoot.out from no where OUCH!!!!FUCK!!! THAT'S HURT!i been shot right on my knee.i m out.that's pain!

we keep continue play wih those pro for 3 games.the last game was fun..coz it's defender game.summore the commander sended me to dead.he sended to stay at the 1st hide place where i should actually stay quite n sneak shoot.bt after those enemy knew i m there is like fucking 10-20 fellors n shooting at me.even i took my gun up( mean surrender ) they still shoot at my gun.i hav to stick myself to the ground to minimise the chances to get shot..meanwhile call those incharge to take me out.this time i gotten headshot!shoulder n leg! serious pain!

game is on until omost 4.30 n we really hav to call it a day...coz we all really tired like shit.

for more photos...view from here

讲电话

好啦。。不要跟你讲了。。
好啦。。不要跟你讲了。。
好啦。。不要跟你讲了。。
好啦。。不要跟你讲了。。
好啦。。不要跟你讲了。。
好啦。。不要跟你讲了。。
好啦。。不要跟你讲了。。

结果，她讲了7次，还是没盖电话。

我。。。你。。

我醒你睡，
我大你小，
我停你走，
我下你上，
你爱小距，
我爱大离，
我巅你静，
但我爱你那一句，
一样的世界，
那还有趣！
我们。。。。会吗？

拜天公

accidently saw alot of fireworks were around my house..quicky took my canon 450D n go snap snap snap!

超想你

超想你，看见你会想要拥抱你！把你紧紧抱着！
啊啊啊啊啊啊。。怎么办？

juz realise

were review bak all ur post in d blog.realise i missed few post wen u juz bak here.now i noe how u really feel that time....bt ayway...it passed ler.wat's important is now right?ganbateh loh....POSITIVE A!!!! dun keep on went to bukan bukan side.u remember wat u said b4?1 year...1 year...very fast geh.....very fast geh right?

Gathering

from few years bak,we manage to gather more than 15-20 fellor in our class.wen every1 grew up,lesser n lesser ppl we able to meet up wih even CNY.not to mention those stoner summore.i guess that real life.

For the pass few days i went bak to my hometown which at terrenganu,a small chinese village where located inside a huge malay kampung.were really expected able to meet up wih my old friends....quite disapointed me!even my 5 finger able to count those friends i met up wih.som turn to be had problems wih each other,som were bz wih new partner,som bz staying wih family,som stay comfortable wih their small group.som dunno where.LOLZ

is that wat we called CNY gathering?i believe in future CNY is juz a celebration to chinese.as simple as possible.mayb juz wake up in d morning,give ang pao....drink tea...den thats it.

i really hope atleast in future we still able to maintain som traditional stuff like visiting,gathering & caring.

som random shot

some random shot wen i was in terrenganu for CNY