Loser

Aanother tiring week.alot things happend in this few weeks.somtimes i cant even breath.bt main ...still the gym stuff.haiz....i think i didnt train hard enough...now...tummy still remain as 1 pack...eventhor like chest,arms,legs those muscle can feel abit....bt tummy....DAMN SHIT!.fats is covering every damn thing.

And....after slimming down....my body bcome so weak...sick is 1 thing...the skin is another 1.i had sooooooooo much space in btween muscle and skin...i like hav to train 2x or 4x harder than others in order to see a obvious muscle.bt still will go for the "summer aim".

Motivation getting lesser n lesser....survivor oso lesser n lesser...i dun wan to b the 1 left bhinde...wih big tummy...i wanna share the joy n proud of body shape!!! i wan show to those called me "fei zhai" now impress!!!! argh!!!!!!!...