妈的！好像小孩酱

你以为你还是小孩啊？
要生气就生气。
不顾别人的感受！
你也为别人都在欠你的？
你妈的你！
看看你那坏脾气，
怪不得每人都对你有所保留。
猪！

弄丢

别让时间阻止我们的爱，
让关怀和勇气协助我们。
这些鼓励性的话，真的有用吗？
我连自己都弄丢了，还有鼓励可言吗？
相信自我，找回一切。屁啦！找个屁！
需要讲这丧家狗的话吗？
不然你来告诉我，我现在有一百万个为什么

我不是我

我感觉不到我，没有我的存在。
那，还是我吗？

super funny

if u wan to see a version of funny blog of this.clikc this link.no worry,it's not virus.u will found a very funny wording came out after the translation.

Disaster

U all must b wondering wat happend to me didnt even update for few days.m i too bz?YES,i m bz fighting to gain my health bak.here's the story of wat happend in the last 5 days.

sat,6/12/08
after a tiring clubbing night since thursday and working on friday,i decided to treat myself better wih sleep more than 12 hours.so basiclly,i slept the whole day.

sun,7/12/08
pc infected by virus,cant event fix it,hav to reformat.after tired of waiting,i slept again the day.omost half of d day.and surprice me,i gotten a new nick name from wat i did on sunday might night.

monday,8/12/08
forehead were cover up wih heat,wen i woke up.i can feel nth bt heat.FEVER is the onli word in my mind.struggle myself wih it.the time were slow very slow.everytime i open my eye,time is freeze.nv move.been trying alot ways to get rip of the heats other than visit doctor.( tot,it would recover soon. )

tuesday,9/12/08
after a night rest,morning was better,atleast i can walk around.helping mom preparing b4 she went out to work.(i took leave on that day)wen afternoon came,WAH..disaster...i m suffering from d heats again...this time worst.i dunno y....i can feel the heat,bt i m cold...very cold..i hav to cover up myself wih a blanket and sleep on d floor,bcoz floor doenst absorb heat.been laying down on floor for few hours,finally cant take it anymore,i call my mom bak from work.fetch me to clinic.

med gave by doc gave big helps to me,everytime i took med,i will swt.and i getting better n better.i tot,finally..i m recover.

wednesday,10/12/08
after work,went to bought present n gym.wanna get swt and fully recover soon.b4 leaving gym,were very hungry,so asked friends went to had dinner.middle of dinner,i can feel the heats coming bak again.i tot r juz the hot tea making me feel hot.

on my way driving home,i were so dizzy and heatty again.i juz hope to get home soon and hav my med again.wen i arrive home,i onli reliase i 4got to bring over those med in d office wen i left office.i quickly go to mybed and cover up myself wih blanket,hopefully this wil get thru it after the night.bt i cound't sleep at all.asked my mom bring me over to clinic,bt she show me med,asked me took it and sleep.after i took d med,rolling left n right,up and down,bt still suffering wih d heats.

d heats r making my bones pain.i dun feel energy wih me,cant even stand up.my head r cracking,keep on coughing.this last for omost 4 hours,finally it cooldown at around 4am.

i woke up,walk around at home in mid night like gorang gila.drink alot of warm water and thanx god,it getting better,and finally i can sleep.wen i try to get som sleep,i wonder,in d pass 4 hours,wat did i do?sleep?awake?i dunno.still,i cant sleep after that.

thursday,11/12/08
went to seen doc again.had another set of med.quite sleepy after consume the med.well.another resting day.peacefully.

体贴

最近阅读佐贺的超级阿嘛，从那本书里，理会到一些事情。

让人察觉不到的才是关心真正的关心，真正的体贴。

时钟反着走，人们会觉得钟坏了而丢掉，
人也不要回顾过去，要往前冲！

fully recover

1 day of resting on sat itself,doens't really recover me from the extreme tiredness that i gather from the whole week.looking up my timetable for list that i havent did,it's like forever cant finish it.time always been drag and drag.som other issue must b holding me bak.

were watching how ppl build muscle in youtube,there is this fellor said,"Not dizzy enough?Not hard enough!".it suddenly wake me up from dream.motivation in GYM r getting lesser n lesser.nowadays, hardly push myself till limit, till muscle r tired,till i m dizzy after the workout.i definatly need a solution for this.building muscle r 1 of my recently target.

Euphoria

euphoria night wih all handsome guys and chicks.overall r quite good for non smoker like me.can fully enjoy it bt somehow,the music is abit weird to me.

more photo taking by the photographer that night juan mah...a big applause to him.
photos i curi from juan mah geh FB ler.if wan to see whole set...goes here
photos

software n hardware r seperated

my n81,SE w800i and n clock r continuous keep on ringing n telling me TIME TO wake up.i drag myself out from bed and drive to office start another day.neck were seriously injure and leg muscle aswell.probably r from the night i pretend crazy in euphoria.were sleepy+tired till max+soul edy teleport to Uk,i drag myself to finish the work and went to GYM after.gain abit of energy after GYM,and went out to do som surprice for her.and the onli email i gotten reply from her r "i HATE you".... :P...well..dai sei geh....doing somting which make her feel coming bak here.

conclusion for the whole day r... body n soul seperated into 4 parts.
body part1 --in office
body part2 --on my bed

soul part1 -- edy in bristol,moving to wolverhampton soon
soul part2 -- in my working place

so basiclly,i onli bringing half of myself went out yday. :P

ps : i m freaky tired lah,sry lah timmy....cant accompany u to the wedding.

Protein journey

i gotten my 1st protein powder.ON 100% WHEY protein 5lbs.Protein training start!!!!!!!!!!!
encourge me more!

my aim to get is.....the 1st photo