a night that wash my face wih tears

this is the 2nd time i cry after broke up wih my ex.tears juz come out from no where n washes my face wih the sadly feeling.as i lay down and keep relaxing my mind, kev a n kev b was fighting.
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kev a of it said "y stupid cry for girls and she's not even ur gf"

kev b fight back"hey brother,it not like onli can cry for gf,had u ever imagine how hard he is go gone thru this time?"

kev a reply...."well that is bcoz he is so stupid,who the hell ask him go to used his heart, juz play play n continue his life that would be better"

kev b "arh....u devil....that will nv noe...human used his heart when he is really like or love som1."

me: shut up u both!...do not need to make decition for me!she edy maked hers,so no more arguement can be make anymore...she say BIG NO NO to me.

kev a "so sad....arg....poor baby.....no worry there is plenty more girl....scare wat."

kev b "kev, no worry she will understand u 1 day.....is a good experience for u oso....well...u still lag of this experiences....u will able to find ur fate."

"tq u both,bt in the mean while...plz do not comment anything,juz let me be me!i wish her to see the real me...not any1 of u...."

a special xmass

xmass eve went out to poopy garden bar hav a drink and friends drunk.wakaka he actually sleep on street and i hav to wait him on street over a hour.arrive home around 5am.sleep straight.b4 going bak home sended her a msg,asked if it posibble to proceed our relationship,she nv reply and my heart is worry and nervous.
next morning, i was waked up by her message ringtone,i knew is her msg me.again, heart is shaking and nervous,bcoz wanted to know the answer.as i expected,i fail.heart start melting,cant listend anything that said by others.soul lost,the onli thing left is a empty body.after lunch, went bak home staright and while driving, her msg keep playing in my mind.
after arrive home,i also do not know y,suddenly i feel so tired,feel like need to nap after all her msg was around my head,so tired.hope lifes will get better after next year, is quite bad this year..alot things happends.

Strange feeling

my strange feeling start from a lunch.my keep seems not so normal coz it keep paying attention to her.den i was trying to get her msn n number.(u noe wat i think lah.)a day after work, me n her was gather 2gether at a shopping mall.it is surpose for movie prupose de, but my heart keep "vibrate" wen having dinner b4 the movie.since that day, i noe wat i wan n i noe how i feel to her.so, the next thing i did is ask her to go out! finally i had this chance to go out wih her..shit tambah 1 extra ppl pulak.so wat cna i do...find a way loh.bt thanx god oso lah...she wan go off early..den i hav time to continue yam cha wih her.finally..somting happend (do not wan to tell u wat happend!)XD

my 1st task at quest

so the very 1st task is a xmass e-card.evonnce (my ah head) told me she need a corporate xmass e-card, den of coz i hav to said ok.after few minutes,i receive her mail.she sended me last year xmass e-card that done by other designer.den i was like ok.....herm....i think i can do better that this.so i started my research.feel free to give comment after see it.well is corporate stuff so...u noe lah...

here is the link.www.atquest.com/xmass_ecard.

My 1st multimedia job

i got a job from a company called atquest solution in damansara. the 1st day i started work there, erm...is kinda a weird.coz 1st day mah, so have to introduce myself to others. so janice the human resource people bring me to my place and start intro me to other ppl 1by1!.omg...is like i remember i onli said 3 sentence

1nd."hello i m kevin"
2nd."ello, nice to meet u , i m kevin"
3nd."morning , i m kevin"

is like so embarrassed.bt anyway.is a good experience.so..i m kinda like it.well ello to at quest stuff if u r reading this post. nice to meet u all!