super week

monday - were super bz wih work till kenot breath!bt still can meet up wih good friends in gym.n learn a new "hang in d air" technic.quite fun

tuesday - was preparing to war in d office for MAS online bannersssssssssss,n i receive msg from my bro said our dog had been crash by a car n it's dead!the next minute u started the fight n ended it quite fast.great!continue working wih a super moodless stuff.n were FIGHT for my gym to to release stress.i m sorry steven n baushya.i dun mean it to use such a loud n rude manner,bt i was sooooo stress.again........sry!were train soooooo hard in gym to release all the stress i hav

wednesday - dun give a shit to u,bt still continue rushing my MAS banner n keep do minor changing n redo n redo n redo.bt still miss u.

thursday - finally war arrive.was create more than 30 banner in a day.thats count initial n panel seperately.those who dunno how banner is operated might nt understand,those who noes....lolz...u try create 30 banners in aday n see.no choice! continue working till 11.30.facing pc over 12 hours.n looking at the stupid MAS red color till it hurt my eye.till i hardly to open my eye after arrive home.arrived home juz realise that my room eleectric cabel was biten by white ant.kenot use pc! lagi frustrated.cant even work after i was promise som1.oh ya 4get to mention about the email i receive from you.

to be honest,i tried to calm myself down,bt it's really unacceptable to me,so i listed u under my mask.let me explain abit about this mask stuff.gemini is good at wearing "mask" to cover on the real of them.they can treat diffrent ppl wih the fake faces by juz changing the mask.those who see the real face of gemini r seldom.so congratulation!!!!! now u r 1 of them.welcome to the list.
like i said,no hard feeling,no negative involve,return to nature.this hurt abit bt rather it hurt u long time.

friday - continue create the ultimate alot banners wih the help of steven.he save my ass man!if he didnt help me,i would probably die straigh!so combine his power,finally finish banners for
local market,sg,indonesia,thailand,vietname,philippines,sweden,german,UK,australia n french.
that more than 100 banners loh .super alot!still not feeling well after yday work.probably over tired jor.bt still go home do work until my eye lid close down.thats around 3am.really kenot tahan jor,very tired.den go to bed straigh.fall in sleep without notice.

sat - now sitting here n typing loh...wat else wor.

conclusion for the whole week,sad,rush,frustrated,happy,I M SINGLE AGAIN!

joke at night

if u r as bad mood as me,take look at those jokes,make urself happier.dun waste ur time wih those bad mood around u.


1.我最喜歡吃的食物是生魚片，但是生魚片最讓我困擾的地方就是他的魚刺很多。

2.我最喜歡吃的食物是生魚片，唯一美中不足的是，他總是沒煮熟。

3.我最喜歡吃的美食是青菜，青菜中最喜歡吃的美食是白菜，為什麼喜歡吃白
菜呢？因為他是青菜的一種（繞口令嗎？）

4.我最喜歡吃滷肉飯跟貢丸湯，他們對我來說不只是一種美食，而是……兩種美
食。 （真是謝謝你的數學教學）

5.我最喜歡吃外婆煮的菜，裡面包含了很多愛心，但是萬一外婆死了我就吃不
到了，所以我要趁外婆還活著的時候，叫他每天煮三餐給我吃。
（這算虐待老人嗎？）

6.我最喜歡吃那種在外面跑的雞肉 （所以你要吃雞肉前都要追著他跑？）

7.我最喜歡吃美食，是那種出現陸地上，天天都看的到的那種肉（人肉？）

8.我對美食的要求很嚴格，他不能是由一位傷心的廚師做出來的
（連續劇看太多了，孩子）

9.媽媽很厲害，他下廚以後，可以把一顆蛋變成一顆荷包蛋（不然呢？）

10.每次媽媽煮完菜我們全家都會歡呼，於是媽媽就走進廚房再做第二道
（原來你家都是一道菜煮完再煮一道…）

11.我很喜歡跟爸爸去逛夜市，因為美食都能讓我感到垂涎三尺，只要我看到那
些食物出現，就會跟爸爸說我要吃這個我要吃那個結果我當然什麼都沒吃到
（好心酸的孩子）

12.我最喜歡吃媽媽煮的菜，跟外面賣的差的可遠呢!
（那到底是好吃還是不好吃？）

13.世界上美食很多，其中我最喜歡吃的外國料理是台南擔仔麵
（同學，請問你是哪國人？）

14.生魚片實在是太好吃了，每次一想到我的口水都會緩緩的滴下來…
（慢動作嗎？）

15.有一樣食物讓我百吃不厭，那就是雙胞胎，名字聽起來大家一定都會覺得很
奇怪，沒錯，他就是很奇怪（這樣有解釋到嗎？）

16.我吃東西總是又快又急，沒辦法，熟能生巧嘛!
（我呼吸總是又快又急，沒辦法，熟能生巧嘛…！）

So feel better now?forget wat's not happy n go on urlife now k?smile :)

monday

from last friday were inform it's gona b a very bz day 2day,so edy prepare all my energy for it,once arrive office den keep on working non-stop.untill my bro inform me that our dog were crash by an unknow fucker n juz drive away after that.were in quite a sad mood after that.

"fuck you too" is your 1st sentence of message sending me.i was in quite a bad mood n u kick off our conversation wih that way,sry! i cant take it!n u ask me to walk away if i kenot take it.nth less,u keep continue wih ur plan n make me pissed off n finally u ended our relationship juz like that.a hard FULLSTOP juz knock my head wih no reason.u told me,i will nv know wat n y causes all these,i believe,as long as if i walk out from urlife will make u fee better,i would happy to do so.

U should take the responsible wih wat had u done & say.u wont tell y,i wont ask y.bcoz that's u & me.It's how u behave, n how i react.

unknown headshot

u shot me from an unknow places,
n u started the war,
i end up dying from a headshot from u,
n u would nv tell me the reason of it?
y is it like that?
you could juz tell me if u dun think i m ur war mate,
dun juz give me a shot a walk away.
it's hurt

More

More u get,
More u will demanding,

More u wish for,
More it will disappoint u,

More u give,
More u will get in return

More u ask for,
More chances to realise it,

More u hope for,
More u miss it

More u miss it,
More tiring u will get to

More tiring u get to,
More moody u will get

More moody u r,
More weird action there will b

More & more r coming,
how many more u able to face it?

I M FUCKING TIRED,
I M FUCKING LAZY,
I M FUCKING BRAINLESS,
I M FUCKING NERD,
I M FUCKING STUPID,
I M FUCKING USELESS,
I M FUCKING RUBBISH,

that is wat i going to tell myself whenever i m moodless.( btw,those are for display purpose onli. )

last but not least
DUN MAKE ME FUCK YOU!

we both bz

i know we both had been bz wih own stuff recently....i spend time wih my friends,gym n som stress release stuff such as movies n little chit chat wih friends,u were bz rushing ur freelance work,ur school work n ur part time job there.we seldom got time talk to each other.wenever i call u,i hope u would b soften ur voice,sweeten ur words.bt i guess still u r u.never expect much more than that.

i understand u r not girly type of girl.bt somtime,somhow n somway,i juz still need more rooms to put in ur "close friend type" of treatment.i started to learn...slowly.

juz watched benjamin button wih carmein,was a great movie.really!i love the part wen they meet again after 30 years.n they do things that they like in the way the love.they bought a new home,decorate themself slowly,add in more furniture wen they feel like it,put bed in living hall,dinner,playtime,talktime,sex,watch tv..all on the bed.i actually kinda envy the way the had in d movie.bt still bak to realife,i dun even hav a partner like dat.i mean everything start of wih a great partner,n work hard together, n do it together.

Family day

2day r my youngest brother bday...bt we did nth till dinner time.we went outto port klang had the super nice balitong !!!!! ( too bad i didnt snap photos! ) n not forget the nice indo fried mee n the ultimete thai friend rice.bt for sure the balitong still d best in town...i must admit that.i eat till i sweat...my tummy r burning....my lips oso bcome double hotdog......i still cant stop eating it!!!damn nice man!bt i was thinking...eh...no bday cake for my bro meh....out of sudden...my sis called n asked did any of us bought cake edy.....sure ask her buy lah!!!

den head home after that...had a quick "nami" game wih sis+her bf + dad.was fun!!!! n den...start makan cake session loh....the fruit cake...still that nice....bt still cant beat the 1 desmond ( my coliq ) bought for our UK coliq wen he hav to get thru his bf in msia...that,still d best...dear...next time we go there ya.( eventhor i dunno the exact location yet... :P )

continue palying "nami" after that...wah...was so fun to paly game like dat...it can actually help me to get closer to my family....especially my dad.let's hav more games in future!

硬嘴

虽然我硬嘴，
说着不需要人陪，
但听见舒情音乐，
还是希望你会在我身旁，
那感觉，悲哀又开心。
你有在想我吗？
你还爱我吗？

after cny

after cny onli been gym for twice !!!! fucking twice onli!!!! bz wih work....of coz...den meeting up wih friends....now i can even feel my tummy r getting bigger n bigger.stuff too much wih food!!!

recently oso SOT jor...ate like wat i normally ate x2 !!wat the fuck wei..!!! bt thanx to som1 remind me about my ultimate goal! she woke me up...hou choi!!!!now hav to get bak into track.get bak to my training n my normal diet.

really not that fucking good man recently..u see a
10 hours working 9-7
3 hours in gym 7-10
3 hours in front pc at home 11-2
2 hours driving
6 hour sleep

tired loh!!!! i noe we all r working hard...bt juz let me bla bla bla abit lah!!!!

summore recently she is like not in good mood.alot pressure on her.alot pressure she gave herself,alot pressure she need to take it.i can onli acc her here!that all i can do...calm her down,make her fall into my comfort zone,make her relax her mind so that she can get more space to work on wat she handling now.

to be honest, i m not good at all in "tam" ppl.bt i guess u can feel it,if i m trying.bt if i really hate u,no need use ur eye see oso can feel the "qi" from my mind to tell u that "FUCK OFF!I DUN LIKE U!" bt so far...nt much ppl yet.make me till that angry.

valentine coming soon.....m i alone?or m i single? tak tau wor...bt my heart is owned! who? of coz HER lah....duh !!!!!!